I’m just reaching out for help at this point.
I was driving today from meeting up with my parents, and I was super tired, like, I almost closed my eyes and kept driving, but I didn’t. It had been raining earlier today and so when it cleared up the clouds were really fluffy and fluid.
I glanced up in my half asleep state and saw my baby in the clouds. I don’t actually have a baby, I’m not in a relationship currently, but I knew it was my baby.
Is this possible, to see future visions in clouds?
So I feel bad that I haven’t updated about my future boyfriend situation.
dude doesn’t have a phone, so he wasn’t actually blowing me off. However what I said before about the wait 3 business days shit still stands.
I am feeling much more confident about everything. I really want to see where this goes. I talked to him today and it seemed to go really well. I asked him how he was, how his friend date went, even though it didn’t go well (and he could’ve gone to village inn with me. But thats neither here nor there) and just talked to him in general. I get all sorts of fluttery when I think about him. I told him my real name yesterday and he said that he liked it more than Maddy and I about died on the inside. He’s so great. I added him on facebook, even though he doesn’t have wifi, but it doesn’t matter. I can still look at his beautiful face and be happy.
He gave me a “see you tomorrow” today and I told him that he might and he might not, because I have to work 2-545 and then 6-10 and both of my jobs, and then he goes “I’ll probably see you tomorrow anyway” and I melted like fucking butter. Even though its something small like that, the fact that he wants to see me makes me so happy. I just get all fuzzy on the inside when I think about him. I can’t help but smile and get all paper bag breathing when I think about him. I’m really digging this feeling.
I hope the rest of you are having a good time with life. And if not, things will look up, they always do. Just be patient.